One morning started out on a bad note, tried my best to get out of the house. Got to meet up at a play date at the mall with other moms of multiples. It was fun. I'm glad I went.
So I have quickly realized that as a mom, you are at the mercy of others. When I would see my mom give of herself so much, and always let others do what they want, I thought she was the best. I don't know if she ever felt the way I do... but I appreciate her.
When others decide they don't want to help one day.. your on your own. If everyone wants to go out and do something, someone has got to stay home with the babies and guess who that is... ME. Yes, I know they are MY babies, and my responsibility... Sometimes I just feel like I am at the bottom of the totem pole. It seems like everyone can just leave and just BE. Me.. not so much. Someone has to watch the babies, do the laundry, TRY to clean. OK that's my rant for the day....
On a lighter note, the other night I got to go to the movies with my husband and another couple. This was after a VERY hard and long day. It seems like I haven't been to the movies in forever, or a date night. But it was nice to get away for a bit. Although, I'm not sure if seeing a movie about a scary alien destroying the world was the best way for me to decompress. :)
All in all.. this week has had its ups and dddooowwwnnnsss... but when you look at these little cuties, they will just melt your heart!
Also, I got super inspired for our next dance recital! Yes, it is about a year away but I am pumped. I got an idea, got confirmation today by one of my students who sent my mind twirling with ideas. I'm excited! :)
Yes, God used a 12 yr old to inspire me! :) Isn't that awesome. I love my students.
Alright, babies crying... gotta go!
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