Update- 9 months!

I know I said once I move into my own house I would blog more often, but life is busier then ever!

In October we moved into a beautiful home, perfect for my family! We are so blessed! Our house came with a hot tub so that has come in handy as the weather gets colder and colder. Although I can't get in it as much as I'd like because I have 2 little ones that are now ALL over the place! And when they are sleeping, I either want to be sleeping or am cleaning up the mess they made. We are still settling in, I am sure this will take a while. At least now I can fit my car in the garage!

The girls are 9 months now. I can't believe it! Time goes by so fast! I am already missing those moments when I could just hold them all bundled up. The first week we moved in Adelyn pulled herself up for the first time! We were so excited. Now they not only pull themselves up and walk everywhere (holding onto something) they are now starting to stand by themselves. They will be walking in no time!

So, everyone asks me how different they are, or how I tell them apart. Well they change almost monthly, so I can't always go by "so and so is the outgoing one". Currently Emmalyn has been quite the comedian. She just laughs and smiles ALL the time. She's been hilarious lately. But a few months ago I was getting concerned about her because she would never smile and Ade was the one who was always smiley. So Emma's the comedian right now and Ade likes her space :) Emma is very touchy, Ade is not. Emma wants to crawl all over her sister but Ade wants nothing to do with it. Adelyn LOVES to make noise and press buttons. She was into her nanas pots and pans yesterday and figured out how to play them like the drums. She was probably in heaven because it was LOUD! She also learned how to press the button to make the sleeping santa at nanas to start snoring. She liked that too! :)

I try to embrace every moment with them because each milestone has come and gone so quickly. I try to look at my messy house and think well obviously my girls gets lots of love and play time with their momma :) They are only this small for a short while. We are excited to have our first Christmas as a family!

Ade girl

Emma standing by herself

A few weeks ago I attended a Christian dance convention in Dallas and took a few of my dancers. It was a awesome weekend. Teachers don't always get the chance to TAKE classes, but the classes they had were so refreshing ( and painful!) It was so great to get back in classes. They also had performances that were just so inspiring. It is so great to see dance the way it was intended to be used, to glorify God! And in EXCELLENCE! People think that "church dance" is not very good, but these dancers were the most beautiful dancers I have seen. Oh, and by the way, Kent from So You Think You Can Dance was there! It was awesome to see him using his dance for a higher purpose!

The holiday season has kicked off and I am officially VERY busy, till about the week before Christmas. Today on my agenda is to make 9 tutus for my dancers, 9 bows, and then I think I need to make 8 more different bows. So I better get off of here! Luckily I have a friend coming over to help, and our girls will have a little play date. It's their first, I hope they play nice! :)

No matter how exhausted and busy you are these next few weeks, make sure to get lots of cuddles and kisses in there for your kids!

Hello Monday- Great busy weekend!

So, as I have said in the past, I used to cry on Sunday nights knowing that Monday was just a few hours away. Monday meant all my help over the weekend was going back to school/work and I would be on my own during the days. 2 babies vs 1 momma was very scary for me.

Now Mondays aren't that dramatic anymore. It's more like ok, here goes another week. I can do this. Started off good because I woke up first, and the babies slept in. There is just something about that that makes the day go a lot smoother! Then got both girls bathed so we can start this week  fresh!

I now go into Mondays thinking I am super woman and have a list of things I want to accomplish. So instead of bumming myself out when I don't get them done, I just think well I have the cutest little girls who had lots of love and play time this week, heard lots of giggles, got baths and cuddle time, and fed well. And that's really all that matters. :)

My girls may be on overload from this past week. We never really get out of the house besides for church or dropping them off at their nana and papas while I go work. But this week we took them out to Mazzio's buffet for lunch. Bryan and I couldn't remember the last time we went out to eat with the girls and just the two of us. Never happens. But we were SO proud of them! I found myself starting to eat really fast because I knew they were just going to blow! But they sat in the big girl highchairs and was just so fascinated with everything going on around them. Emmalyn never made a peep, Adelyn got a little restless towards the end but still did very well. We were proud parents :)

Emma is observing, Ade is eating her toy :) num num

Then, Friday during the day me and the girls went out with another momma and her girl just a month older then mine and went to the Brush Creek Bizarre. It was so nice to get out of the house, and spend time with another mom. The place was NOT stroller friendly though. It was extremely hilly and bumpy. It was probably funny watching us try to haul the strollers through that place. At one point a lady came behind me to help push me up the hill! But it was fun time.

Then on Saturday we took the girls shopping. Stopping at a few different stores and the girls did awesome. They shopped till they dropped. And also enjoyed our all church picnic Saturday night. And then shopped again on Sunday!

playing together at the end of a busy weekend

So all in all, the girls had a VERY busy weekend, but did fantastic! I think a new page has turned and I won't have to be such a hermit anymore! :)

LIFE

Well I must say it's been an interesting couple weeks. This week, me and my girls have bad allergies so it's been a pretty cruddy week. We all just want to be held and cuddled. :)  They have been having a hard time napping, and crying a lot. Luckily my mom has helped this week. It's not easy by myself. Tylenol has been our best friend and we all can't wait till it's all over!

Just found out we are closing on our house the day after my birthday! Woohoo! We are very excited. I can't wait till we can get in there and paint, and make it our own. It's going to be great!

I have been getting ready stuff to sell in the Tulsa Moms of Multiples sale. It's my first time selling. That has been pretty emotional going through all the girls stuff they don't fit into anymore or use. I have shed a few tears through the whole process :) Even today loading things up. I left things at home I wasn't ready to part with. Now we just need to get the girls some winter clothes! I hope I find some good stuff tonight.

Labor day we attempted to go to the zoo. After waiting an hour in traffic and it was probably going to be an hour more till we parked, we decided to just go to the park. My girls love the outdoors! We had a little picnic. They were super cute sporting their skinny jeans, ballerina shirts, and cutie sunglasses. I love having little girls to dress up.

I was thinking the other day how their first 3 months of life they HATED being in a car seat. They would just scream the whole entire time. I would dread going anywhere. I realized now they have grown out of that and that I survived that and now they are growing up! Also they are starting to entertain themselves more so I don't have to be with them every second. Adelyns favorite toy is the jumperoo, she goes crazy in that thing. Emmas favorite is the walker that goes around in circles. She will literally RUN in that thing. One time their auntie put a soccer ball in front of her and she would kick it around in circles :)

So I would say I am to the point where people said it would get easier (around 6 months) and I am relieved. I do miss them being so teeny tiny, but they sure are a lot more fun now :)

Once we get into our new house and the computer is not in the babies room I will be able to update more often. I have creative projects I am excited to start and show you. But until then, enjoy this beautiful weather, and your family!

Hello September!

Ok, so I have a minute to write a post. Both girls are up, but playing with eachother in the crib. This will have to be quick! :)

So I am SO excited for September. A lot of good things will be happening! Cooler temperatures, season premieres, and not to mention closing on our first house! Yes, we found one, and it was a God thing.

I was to the point where I was sick of looking and thought I would never find one, EVER. We looked at a house in a neighborhood but wasn't in love with it. On the way out, down in a cul de sac (which are fantastic) my mom saw a "for sale by owner" at a price WAY below what we have been looking at.  I didn't want to leave my realtor behind so we just gave our realtor the information and she called asking if they would be willing to work with out realtor. The owner said they didn't mind so we wanted to make an appointment. I kept debating and was like I dont want to waste anymore of our realtors time if its not the one. They were having an open house on Sunday anyways so Ill just look at it then. My mom said "No! you have to look at it before anyone else!" I wasn't sure because I knew it didnt have vaulted ceilings and that's what I grew up with. So anyways, called realtor back, and went to look at it. Loved the house, the location, the neighborhood and not to mention the PRICE! So we took our family back that evening to look at it, then wrote an offer that nigh, and got a call at 10pm saying she accepted! Also, the lady is leaving the fridge, and the washer and dryer behind which is great because we don't have any of that! Oh, did I mention there is a hot tub? :) Anyways! Inspections went great yesterday. The seller, our realtor, and our family all think its a God thing. So that's a great thing! So pray for smooth sailing ahead!

Although last night I was thinking, We are going to need a vacuum, a lawn mower..... ect. Oh well, these things will come! At least we will have our own house!




Also, the next day found TEETH in my girls mouth!  Both of them! And that was their 6 month birthday!

Can't see the teeth in this picture, but she sure was proud!

 (Adelyn 6 months old)

Then after September, only comes my favorite month of the year! I am excited, good things happening!

I can't wait to start some new projects for my girls! Stopped at the fabric store yesterday. Stay tuned!

Ready for the fall, so long summer! Gotta go,  the girls are now bothering each other! :)

Hello all!

I've got Adelyn here on my lap, she is helping me right my blog today.

The girls are 5 months now and just TOO CUTE! They are grabbing for everything, even each others hair bows and ears! :) They enjoy playing and sleeping. Emma is holding her bottle and likes eating like a big girl from her spoon, and Adelyn likes to sit back and be fed (shes the baby) well acts like it... Adelyn is actually older (by a minute!)

They love holding hands, it's so sweet!

We are all trying to stay cool, stuck in the house. I know they want to go outside so bad, but that will have to wait till its cooler! well its hard typing with one hand so I better go!

Continue to pray for us to get a house!

House hunting is... interesting. I think tv makes it looks so easy. House Hunters- pick from 3 houses. I could do that! But we did find a house we really liked... its just so scary. We have never owned a house, and had all those payments before. But God is our provider... not our jobs :)

So the girls are really starting to love each other. We are discovering Emmas the momma bird. She just seems to try to comfort Adelyn when she cries by holding her hand (or just staring at her) . They reach for each other now, almost like giving hugs. It's so cute. I can't wait till they can play together, and keep each other busy :)

We were blessed with the cutest bows today for the girls by a friend. Audrey Darlene Creations, check her out on facebook :)

Emma loving her bow

 So last night I fixed the girls crib bumpers, so they are all up and running.. I love them. Definitely something I would not have found in the store!

So here goes a another hot week. I am gearing up for the fall, I can't believe summer is already almost over! Dance classes start just in a few weeks!

Long time, No post

So if you have been keeping up with my blog, I obviously haven't posted in a while.

It's just hard to get away, even for a few moments just to catch my breath. Babies are now 5 months old (WOW, I can't believe it!) and I wouldn't really say it's gotten easier, but they are doing more fun things that take your mind off the stress of it all. I love my babies, and they are the sweetest little girls ever. It's just REALLY hard. It would be easiER if I had a live in maid/help and no job with nothing to do. But that's not not my case. :) I want to do everything in excellence, and I can't stand it when I don't.


On top of that, we are starting the search for our first home. Yes, very exciting but also overwhelming. I pray that God leads us to the right house, with the right price. So say a little prayer for us. MY BABIES NEED A HOME!

Well last night the babies discovered each other and was having quite the conversation with each other. They were cracking up. Excited to watch them grow! I think I have a few gabbers on my hands!

ARE THEY NOT THE CUTEST?!

So that's all for now. My goal this week is to get dance the schedule posted. Lord give me time!

Great Weekend!

I had the greatest LONG weekend ever! :)

I was nervous about leaving the girls, but me and my husband went away for 3 nights to Texas. He was shooting a wedding in Galveston, so we got to see that, Houston, Dallas, and everywhere inbetween. It was nice to drive so we had a lot of time to talk and laugh.

It was so nice to spend time with him minus the stresses of hungry crying or tired babies. We actually got to talk about something other than when the babies ate last or slept last.

We had a great time and got to visit our favorite stores. IKEA :)
We went to the one in Houston, and then to the Dallas one. Although I was dissapointed because they don't carry the same things :( but we got stuff from both that we needed so it evened out.

We always come home from IKEA with a car load of items. This trip was filled with new furniture for my dance studio. We've been surviving with some outdoor wicker furniture for about 4 years now... and lets just say kids like wicker. My chairs have been picked to death :) But I am surprised they lasted THIS long!

I was so nervous about how bad I was going to miss the girls, but I actually said to Bryan that I felt like a bad parent because I really wasn't missing them as much as I thought I would. Bryan told me, "It's ok, your just enjoying yourself!" That made me feel better.
We were excited to come home and see them though. We got a text that day of this picture!

 This weekend we spent time swimming in nana and papas pool. The girls love to swim!

 And we also spent our first 4th of July as our own little family. (I say little because we are not outnumbered yet!) We had BEAUTIFUL weather. We walked to the Jenks riverwalk from our house. We walked through the sprinkles :) But it was just enough to cool down the temps, and it was just perfect!

 

The girls LOVED the fireworks. They just stared at them the whole time. I was holding Emma behind Bryan while he was laying on the blanket, Emma grabbed on to his hair TIGHT. She was like "DAD, YOU'VE GOT TO SEE THIS! I'VE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING LIKE THIS IN MY LIFE!"

On the actual 4th, we went to a friends neighborhood who was allowed to set off the HUGE fireworks right in front of their house. It was SO LOUD, but the babies sat outside and watched them till they couldn't any longer. They fell asleep on the laps of those who were holding them. I don't know how they could sleep through that! 

So all in all, I had a GREAT weekend! But now back to reality! Woke up, fed both babies, played with both babies, bathed both babies, and trying to put them back down for a nap. Whew... I'm ready for a nap. But I want to try to squeeze in a pilates video :)

Catch up!

I haven't been doing very well keeping this up, I never really get a moment when BOTH babies are sleeping!

So I am going to brag about my babies for a minute because they blew me away this week! (That's the whole purpose of this blog anyways!)

We have two big girl toys that we got out for them a few weeks ago. One is one of those jumperoos, and they other is just a big activity center you sit in. They were still not quite ready for them, so they weren't really enjoying them. We would stick blankets around them and they might stay there for a few minutes but that was all they could handle.

So Monday, Bryan put Emma in the activity chair that has a little piano on it. She just sat there as he pressed on all the buttons and tried to enterain her. (She is quite the observer)
So the next day I sat her in there, and she just started hitting all the piano keys! She learned from her daddy. This was the first time she has really reached for anything, let alone bang on all the buttons making them play! I was so amazed! My baby is growing up! :)

Ballerina Emmalyn

Then later that day I stuck Adelyn in there and she started playing the keys too! I couldn't believe it! Yes I took lots of video! :) It's exciting to watch them grow up, and kind of sad at the same time. But I am excited to see the little girls they grow into.

So that day my heart was BEAMING.



Today has been a good. Although, it's there 4 month checkup and I am not too excited about the shots... even though I'm not the one getting them. Wish us luck.. Mostly me though :)


I have mixed feelings about tomorrow, I am SO excited to get away and just be with my husband. BUT, my heart hurts to think that I won't see my babies for a few days. Especially after their shots, I just hope they don't feel bad. Last time only one of them felt a little cruddy the next day. I don't know if I can handle being away! I just hope they don't forget their mommy. I know they will be in good hands... and I know this vacation is MUCH needed and going to be great. I'm just going to miss them!! The main reason we are going is because my husband is shooting a wedding in Galveston. He's an amazing photographer, and I am very proud of him! www.bcreativetulsa.com/blog    :)

So keep me in your prayers! This is going to be a LONG, great weekend. :) I really am excited though...

My loves

So last night Emma was having a hard time going to sleep. Earlier in the evening she baptized both me and daddy big time. So we figured her belly probably wasn't feeling good. So me and daddy both went in to check on her. Daddy was holding her on his shoulder trying too burp her and could her her belly rumbling. I was going to get her some tummy medicine. I tried to squirt some in her mouth but I think most of it went down daddy's arm. :) So he turned her over face up to us, and she just grinned ear to ear, kind of like she was saying "haha, I got you both in here to play with me!" We both just started cracking up.

The girls are 17 weeks old today and growing fast! Rolling over and sucking their hands/thumbs like crazy. Emma is starting to laugh when we play with her. It's crazy to watch a baby grow! Right now Ade is laying in her bed, shes been up for a while, just entertaining herself, talking, and blowing bubbles.

I just love these girls to pieces!

Here are a couple pictures of the girls patriotic dresses!

Adelyn with her daddy

Emma happy to go to church

Whew...

Well.. it seems like I have not blogged in a while, but I think it feels that way since I had a super busy week! At my dance studio we had a princess camp all week long. We get to have fun with all their favorite Disney princesses, but every day we also talk about a princess from the Bible! For example: What do Eve (the first princess EVER!) and Snow White have in common? They both were lured into eating an apple, both went into a time of sleep/sin, and then God had to send his son to save Eve, just like the prince had to come save snow white, SO THEY COULD LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER! Ok... thats my lesson plan for the day... :)

Some little goodies I made for my ballerinas to take home!

So, update on the girls...
It seems like this week the girls have just been on a fast track of developing and growing up! I can hardly stand it! They are really rolling over now... problem is, they like to sleep on their bellies. So everytime they roll over in their sleep, they wake up crryyiiinnnggg, we roll them back over, and they are good! :)
I can't wait till they learn to roll from back to belly! They are talking a whole lot, and I taught Emma how to blow her tongue. She learned it super quick, just as I was changing her diaper.

So one morning I was taking them to my moms to watch them and its all calm and quiet in the car and I hear a little noise behind me. Emma starts blowing her tongue! It was so cute. When we arrived her whole mouth was covered in slobber since she was practicing the whole way there.

Been working on some more bows.. have you seen them yet?

I have had a few orders for my bows, thats exciting! :)
Including the 4th of July bows!

This weekend our church does their 4th of July illustrated sermon. They are going to wear one of the cutie bows I made, and my aunt just came in town and brought an ADORABLE 4th of July dress for them. I don't this she even know I made bows that will match it!
So, OF COURSE, there will be some cutesy pictures coming soon! Stay tuned!

Well babies are napping, I guess I should be too!

SUPER DAD!

So this past weekend was JAM PACKED, and so is this week. We got a Princess Camp going on at the studio that is EVERY morning, and add that on to my regular weekly classes.. lets just say I need a day to recover. BUT, enough about me, this post is about my amazing husband who celebrated his first fathers day yesterday. Sorry for the late post, I have been busy!

So, first of all as most of you know, this was my first pregnancy. So My husband did a great job taking care of me and the babies. He came to every single doctor appointment, and we had one ever 2 weeks.  He was always there for me!
Then the day came where our precious girls arrived!

And what most of you don't know is that I was pretty sick that whole day. I was totally out of it, I hardly remember even holding the babies. I had a reaction to the meds they gave me, and lets just say, I felt HORRIBLE.
So! Super Dad to the rescue. He was the one to change their first diapers, and give them their first feedings. X's 2! PLUS, he had to take care of me. I know he was completely exhausted but he was just taking good care of his girls. Luckily day 2, I started to perk up and finally got out of the bed. I still wasn't any help though.

Ever since, he showers the girls with praise and kisses each day. Letting them know how loved they are. He does the over night feedings to let me sleep since I stay with them all day long, then he go works a full time job, PLUS is pursuing his dream as a photographer so that's practically another full time job.

He has a lot on his plate, but no matter how exhausted he is, he is always there for us girls.

Yes, I may not have our room cleaned for him, or lunch made, or a sheet on the bed for the past week (because Emma peed on it), but he doesn't ever complain. Hes the best dad, and wife a girl could ask for, and I love him very much.

Sweet Etta Mae/ Adelyn Mae

Throughout the week I think of things to say on here.. but once I get the chance I forget everything! :)

Well yesterday I wanted to get out of the house so I went and visited my grandmas house that my parents and aunt are working on to rent out or sell. I haven't been there since she moved out of it to go to an assisted living. That's been YEARS. She passed away years ago. So I when I went there it was so strange. It seemed SOOO much smaller than I remember. I know I was little back then but I pretty much grew up there. I remember eating Fruit Loops everyday over there and she would take me to Walmart to buy me a barbie :) and we would go eat at the Village Inn. ( And yes, I still need my Fruit Loops on a daily basis)

Anyways... let's just say they got a lot of work to do. Too bad I can't help. I brought the girls with me over there today so when they both want to be held.. I was only holding my mom back from getting work done... so I had to leave. But it was nice being there for a little bit.

My grandma was the best. I always said if I had a baby girl, I would name her after my grandma. Thats why we have Adelyn Mae after my grandma Etta Mae.

Happy Monday...

When I was thinking of a title for this post.. I chose happy Monday, which brought up lots of memories. Honestly, Sunday nights I would cry because I new the next day was Monday. That means all my help goes back to work and I was in for a long week. Luckily, I don't feel that way anymore or at least to that extent. Things are getting better, girls are growing and playing. (that was just a little side note)

So, we had a good weekend. Yesterday took the girls to church, and decided we are going to start visiting the nursery. I think it will be good for them, and me so I can actually HEAR the message. :) My husband helped me get a lot of laundry done! Also, the whole house got a much needed 3 hour nap. Enough said.

Today the babies are 15 weeks old. I can't believe it. They are growing up so fast. They love to play and "talk". Today I am working on the girls room. They have recently started sleeping in their room, but in the same crib. The other crib is filled with the clean laundry that never gets put away. But they are so big, and starting to move that its about time they get their own beds.  It's hard going through the clothes that don't fit them anymore! :( I can't part with them yet!

The other day I went and checked on Adelyn and she had completely turned around in the bed, where her head was.. that's where her feet were. She was also starting to inch towards Emma who was sleeping. We have a mover on our hands!

Ready for the new week.. bring it on.

And I'm begging you for mercy...

The girls have had a quite interesting couple of days. I don't really know whats been going on but its been rough.
One morning started out on a bad note, tried my best to get out of the house. Got to meet up at a play date at the mall with other moms of multiples. It was fun. I'm glad I went. 

So I have quickly realized that as a mom, you are at the mercy of others. When I would see my mom give of herself so much, and always let others do what they want, I thought she was the best. I don't know if she ever felt the way I do... but I appreciate her.
When others decide they don't want to help one day.. your on your own. If everyone wants to go out and do something, someone has got to stay home with the babies and guess who that is... ME. Yes, I know they are MY babies, and my responsibility... Sometimes I just feel like I am at the bottom of the totem pole. It seems like everyone can just leave and just BE. Me.. not so much. Someone has to watch the babies, do the laundry, TRY to clean. OK that's my rant for the day....

On a lighter note, the other night I got to go to the movies with my husband and another couple. This was after a VERY hard and long day. It seems like I haven't been to the movies in forever, or a date night. But it was nice to get away for a bit. Although, I'm not sure if seeing a movie about a scary alien destroying the world was the best way for me to decompress. :)

All in all.. this week has had its ups and dddooowwwnnnsss... but when you look at these little cuties, they will just melt your heart!

Also, I got super inspired for our next dance recital! Yes, it is about a year away but I am pumped. I got an idea, got confirmation today by one of my students who sent my mind twirling with ideas. I'm excited! :)
Yes, God used a 12 yr old to inspire me! :) Isn't that awesome. I love my students.

Alright, babies crying... gotta go!

Patriotic Bows!

The collection

So I had two hours to myself in a large room to scatter my supplies, some peace and quiet, with some worship music playing. I started making bows for my girls for the 4th, then had a lot of ribbon left over and tried some new ideas. It was the most fun I have had in a while now. I love these bows so much, I named them! Yes, you might think they are corny, but you can't help but love them! I had so much fun, I made a matching one for me! :)

So obviously I'm not going to change the girls bows three times in a day, so I have extra. If you like what you see let me know and I can get it to you!

So here they are...

FREEDOM

FREEDOM//$6

YANKEE DOODLE//$6

"stuck a feather in her bow and called it perfecto!"

LIL BETSY//$4

MISS BETSY//$12

This is the one I made for me! :)

Mother Daughter bows, or for who ever you like. :)

You like what you see? E-mail me @ bakewithbeth@hotmail.com or Facebook me!

Happy Summer!

Beautiful girls.. all over the world! :)

So I haven't posted in a couple days, been a little busy. :)

Dance has started back up for the summer, and I think I have gotten used to just being at home. The first day back was great, it was great to be dancing again and teaching awesome kids. It was also good to get out of the house! The second day back was a pretty long day. I loved it, but was SO exhausted I went to bed early last night! I just have to get back into my new routine, being a mom of twins, running a dance studio, and teaching as well. I think I can, I think I can...

So I was thinking this week about how blessed I am to have two GIRLS. At first I was like PLEASE LORD, I teach and interact with girls everyday. I wouldn't know what to do with a boy! But its more than that. Girls are so precious. They are gentle, delicate and have sweet spirits. No matter if you are a girly girl or tom boy, I think all girls have the same feelings, emotions and desires.

Every girl (and boy) should be showered with love, encouragement, and praise. Especially at home! If they don't hear it there, they will find it from somewhere else or fall for the first person who will value her. Yes, you might love and value your children, but you HAVE TO LET THEM KNOW, don't just think they know.  No matter if they are 3 months old,  the beautiful teenage years, or 90 years old, every women should feel like the treasure they truly are. And sometimes girls get to the point where they are so hardened by not hearing those things that they think they don't need to hear them anymore. I think that's another reason I love my job, because even though it might not be much, I want to encourage young girls to be the beautiful woman God created them to be.


In the beginning I was having a hard time because Emma was the bigger and louder one, and Adelyn was the smaller one and just mostly slept and was quiet. So some would say little comments like "I like Adelyn better" and it would BREAK my heart. I would be to the point of tears. I know they probably didn't mean it like that, but still those words and go into the girls spirits. And I don't want them to be comparing themselves to each other just because others do. That's what I think will be the biggest challenge with twins, because people will compare. Just because they were born the same day, does not mean they should be exactly the same. I guess some people just don't get that..

So, I am excited to see them grow into the individuals they are. Everyday they are changing and growing and learning to things. I love walking up to them and then they just smile so big. They love their mommy and daddy so much, and we love them BOTH sooooooo much! I'm so glad I have 2 beautiful girls who get showered with kisses and an ear full of how beautiful and smart they are, and that will never stop!

First Family picture. The girls were 8 days old.

Lovin' on our sweet babies after bath time.

So now take a moment, get off your computer and love on your babies! Young and old!

Supermom.. or not

So today I had a good amount of time when all my "help" left the house and I was sitting at home in a VERY quiet house. Me by myself and both babies were sleeping. I was able to watch a movie I had on DVR from the night before, and I was actually watching it. I don't know the last time I had been able to sit through a movie AT HOME... BY MYSELF.. without interruptions. So at a moment like this I felt like I was supermom. I can handle anything,  just me and the girls. (and cocoa of course) Whenever I am alone with the girls, its like cocoa knows. He comes and sits close to me like "I'm here for you!" :)

THEN, Adelyn wakes up.. OK I can handle this.. give her a little bit of her bottle then she just sits next to me calmly watching the movie. So good so far.

THEN, Emma wakes up. That's when the problem starts. Now she wakes up starving, and Adelyn is ready for round two. Two screaming babies, one mommy. Luckily its almost time for my husband to come home that he said he would be on his way. By this point, I have 2 hungry and poopy babies! So I can only do one thing at a time, so I am changing Emma while Adelyn is in the other room crying, dad comes through the door and saves the day. We got them changed, fed, and put back down to sleep.

Very quickly I can go from feeling like supermom and I can conquer the world, to me feeling like the worst mom in the world and why would I be the one given two precious babies to take care of...

I just always think to myself what people used to tell me "God will not give you more than you can handle." Also, I had a very sweet young ballet class this year, and for the recital they danced to "My All in All". I always think about them and the first line in the song, you are my strength when I am weak, and then I just stop there. Sometimes I feel VERY weak, but He is strong.

So that past week the girls have really been changing. They are now 3 months old. Adelyn will have the longest conversations with me, and whoever else wants to talk to her. She will tell you all about her life. She will respond and go back and forth, and then will smile big and laugh. It's so fun to just sit there and talk to her.

Emmalyn seems like she tries very hard to make sounds. Every once in a while she will get a word out, but she is still learning. BUT, she has developed a new way of communicating, not really by words, but by this new whiney cry. Instead of just one constant sound, she crys WAHH-OW OW in all different tones almost like shes singing yet trying to communicate with you at the same time.. its pretty funny but not necessarily the cutest thing to listen to :)



So yesterday was one of those days where I stayed in my pajamas ALL DAY LONG. Yes its summer break for me, but also when I am stuck at home all day with two babies.. its OK.  So this morning when the  volcano erupted all down my pants, I figured it was time for me to take a shower and get ready for the day! :) I think that was Emma's way in telling me to get ready.


Emma AKA volcano
Adelyn AKA rooter tooter

Yesterday after the girls woke up from a nap I put them together and they were just laughing together like crazy. They looked so much alike! When people ask how we tell them apart, at first Adelyn was darker skin tone and Emmas hair spiked up like her daddys, then she started saying Adelyn is smaller and has more hair. Now (as you can see by the picture) Adelyn is catching up to her sister. Still Adelyn has more hair, but Emma also has a little red mark on the temple of her head.

I thought this picture was so funny because they are making the exact same look on their faces. It's funny, they almost look like twins or something :)

Ok well thats all for now, I got a stinky baby on my lap. Duty calls.

Babies First Vacation

Well, to start off... the night before our little vacation I decided to go look for a bathing suit (BAD IDEA!) I had a hard time through the whole pregnancy with my body, some girls love the way they feel pregnant and feel beautiful... I did not. All I saw was LLAARRGGEE. So about a week after I delivered the girls I was back down to where I was before I got pregnant... I weighed the same but sure don't look anything like I did before. So thats where my battle began.. and I refuse to ever go bathing suit shopping again. I don't know if it's because my job consists of me in bfront of a lot of mirrors in tight clothing makes this worse, or if other women feel the same way during and after pregnancy. But I just hope I can feel beautiful again someday.

So I was really wanting to go on a vacation because I haven't been on one in a while, and I have been through quite a lot these past three months and just wanted to just get away and relax. I had my babies 11 weeks before the biggest event of the year in my life. A dance recital. Obviously I wasn't planning on this time frame, but that's just how it happend. So with a lot of help, we got through it. I wanted to make sure I gave my best to my students because they mean the world to me, but it was just so hard when I was completely exhausted and drained. But the recital went off beautifully and it was an awesome night of worship, and I am so proud of everyone!

Recital Rehearsal

So I think a vacation was in order! :)
BUT,  I have two babies who don't cry, but they SCREAMMMMM their brains out. So I was actually pretty much stressing out over the trip because I did not know how it was going to go with them.



BRANSON HERE WE COME

On the way there, we split them up into two different cars so if there was cry attacks it wouldn't be so overwhelming. But I was actually so impressed with them. They did so great in the car rides, and actually throughout the whole trip. And we made it there in one happy piece! :)

When we got there we shopped all day at the outlet mall. It was VERY hot and crowded. I think there was more babies then grown ups there. So we were all exhausted and came back to our cabin and took a nap. The girls were pooped. 

Day 2- Getting ready for the lake.

Babies slept most of the time on the boat. I think they liked the vibrations :)

Back to our cabin, since they were out in the sun all day, it seemed so dark in our room the girls eyes were SO big! :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 So All in All we had a great trip with all our family. The girls did great, and we all got to rest and relax. Although, I think Emmalyn took it too literally that a vacation was for rest. She slept the WHOLE time!  Oh well... :)

Back home, back to reality. Messy house, mommy and daddy are burnt to a crisp, and I slept in the huge pile of laundry on my bed.

The End. 

In the beginning...

At the end of February, my husband and I, our lives were changed forever. We were blessed with two, beautiful healthy girls. They are 3 months now, but I still feel the way I did at my first ultrasound. I can't believe I'm having/had twins. MANY times I think to myself, "Why me?" Everyone kept telling me, God won't give you more than you can handle. So I kept saying to myself, Okay God, you better know what your doing! :) This was our first pregnancy, so we are starting from square one. We learn as we go. It is a great journey and I have the best husband and family to help me through it.
Link to our first ultrasound video.

I created this blog because I wanted to talk about my life with twins. It always seems to me like mothers talk about how amazing life is with their children and how perfect it is, or maybe they just don't want to talk about the not so good times. So that made me feel like I'm the only one who struggles. I don't know if it's just me, or with twins, but I experience some very overwhelming moments, good and bad. For example, good: just a week ago Adelyn made eye contact with me for the first time, and I physically felt something in my heart I have never felt before. She was discovering her mommy. :)// Bad: all packed up about to leave the hospital, Emmalyn blessed her momma with a projectile poop, ALL over me, even in my mouth. Yes, funny, but I also just wanted to cry. Especially if that's just the beginning to my new life. I know I'm not alone in this. So I hope someone who reads this will feel like they are not alone in this either.

Also, when I dreamed of having a baby, I always said I would dress them up in the cutest clothes. BUT after my first trip to the store, I realized that it will be more difficult financially, especially since I have to buy TWO of everything. So I started to just tell myself that they won't be able to dress like that. BUT, I love to sew and create things, so I'll also be sharing my cute little creations for my girls.

So, just because you have twins, or even one baby, does not mean your dreams and lives are now at a stand still till they grow up, we just have to be creative!

So here's my journey. Enjoy!